He uses the album track Gwen Stefani as an example, “Essentially that song is about failing to connect with people, and part of it comes after botching a real life human interaction. It's like, ‘Hey Alexa, am I fitting in? Am I doing this right?’ There was a whole continuation where I'm just like talking to Alexa for another 30 seconds and Joe was like, ‘Why the fuck are we staying on this Alexa thing for so long? It’s a little bit too fun. I like when you make things tongue in cheek, it shouldn't be funny.’
“I’ve had many terminal cases of demo-itis, and I'm like used to hearing things a certain way. So when we start cutting them up or killing lines there, it things start to sound completely nonsensical. It was a fucking challenge, and I feel like it definitely pushed me so much more than like a release ever has, for better or for worse. But at the end of the day, it was worth it.”
All of this editing, rewriting, rethinking and rephrasing has helped to sculpt an album that represents Waterparks at their largest and loudest. It’s just as colourful as anything else they’ve put out, alive with charisma, wit and feeling, but they’ve taken swings they have never taken before.
Look at the collaboration-stuffed opener TELL ME WHY, which is near-theatrical as it brings Mark Hoppus, Danny Elfman, Eric Nally and Sorry My Love on board for a joyride to the afterlife as Awsten imagines being torn apart when he reaches the pearly gates. There’s strawberry-sweet love songs like BETTER THAN THERAPY and NOBODY BUT YOU. As we’ve heard already, IF LYRICS WERE CONFIDENTIAL gets eye-wateringly vicious as Awsten vents about the toxicity of online fandom. ‘I hate fifty per cent of our fans,’ he sings.
Awsten bottles the feeling in the moment, when it’s at its most immediate and raw, and filters it later.
I put [my feelings] down constantly, as flow state and as lizard brain and as childlike as I can,” he says. “And when I sit down to actually make the song, I look at all these primal pieces and I go, ‘All right, where do you fit together?’ I begin the more analytical side where I organise it. As the idea’s floating by me. I'll pick it up, put it in my bag wherever they come from. I save them in my phone. I've got a million fucking notes until I feel like I'm in the space to begin trying to translate it to the outside world.”
In more ways than one, JINX was an emotional whirlwind. As the days and hours passed until its release, the prevailing emotions were weariness, but most of all, pride.
“There was just so much to let go of and so much to say and do, and it was such a challenge to articulate it in a meaningful way that I thought was good enough to be better than anything else we've done,” Awsten says. “I feel like put everything in it. Everything went into this.”
JINX is out now. Keep an eye on Kerrang! for even more from Waterparks.
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