In a room that feels hotter than a kiln, to Simon’s right sit the Johnstons. With his windswept hair and pipe cleaner frame, James, the eldest twin, resembles a man for whom time has forgotten to apply the established rules of ageing. His companionable brother is seated opposite. With a pronounced accent and ginger moustache, the news may yet emerge that Ben is the son of Groundskeeper Willie.
James is the band’s stoic, its spirit-level, the goalkeeper who keeps watch over the field of play. When his brother reached a nadir of alcoholism, in a messy incident during the recording of Opposites in 2012, he took care to repair the pair’s relationship, and thus the wellbeing of Biffy. When Simon Neil endured a breakdown on the road in support of the same album, in Canada and the United States, the bassist raised his voice to urge his friend to cancel the tour for the good of his health. That’s the way it works, you see; it’s the way it always has.
Last year, though, the question arose: who cares for the carer?
“I’ve always been slow to receive help,” James admits. “I’ve always been, ‘I’m fine!’ And I know now that that’s wrong. It doesn’t get you anywhere. I’ve always felt that I’ve had to be fine because I’m looking after other people, so I don’t need looking after, which is almost fucking arrogant.”
As Biffy Clyro attempted to gun their engines, James wasn’t fine. In what sounds like a gruelling period in late autumn and early winter, Ben and Simon were given cause to worry when their bandmate failed to appear at a rehearsal at the Ayrshire farmhouse in which the trio twist songs into unusual shapes. The drummer placed a call: “Where are you?” In bed, was the answer. It was two o’clock in the afternoon.
“I was like, ‘That’s not my brother,’” Ben says. In a manner somehow touching, he adds that, “Simon was equally worried.”
In the clinical sense of the word, James was depressed. In making his life smaller, regardless of the hour, bed was where he wanted to be. Evidently, work was required to help him get better. Asked today to estimate how close he is to regaining an optimum state of mind, the answer comes, “I don’t know. I don’t know.”
If this sounds less than encouraging, more hopeful is a new sense of self-awareness that will aid his recovery.
“I became so good at hiding what was going on from the world that I was able to hide it from myself,” James says. “And I had to acknowledge that this is part of my make-up.”
But while James today recognises the dangers of suffering in solitude, back in the shortening gloom of last year, poor communication clogged the channels. If he’d spoken of his distress, Biffy Clyro might well have decided to take a break; there would have been no problem with that, Simon says. Instead, in the days before James admitted – to himself and to others – that he was living with depression, his repeated declarations that everything was “fine” led to the decision to proceed with the recording of Futique. That things weren’t entirely fine was obvious, of course, but if a person is unwilling to admit light, the chances of appraising the true scale of a problem through honest communication are naught. James said he was he good to go, so pick the bones out of that.
“That was when I was really struggling to deal with it and to acknowledge it and to action anything to make my life better,” he says. “Simon’s champing at the bit, he’s written loads of great songs, and he wants to fucking go. There was just a mismatch there, I suppose.”
“We’d all agreed that [recording would begin] in January so we were locked in at that point,” Simon continues. “We would never go and make a record if one of us wasn’t well. But because we hadn’t had the open communication it almost fell apart just before we went into the studio, and that was the point when we were already committed to everything.”
So off they went, Ben and Simon and their burdened bandmate, to record an album that sounds like the work of an entirely harmonious band operating at the summit of their powers. For his part, on songs such as A Thousand And One and Shot One, James pulled his weight as one half of a rhythm section so perfectly unified that one imagines its synchronicity was born of two heartbeats in the womb. He does, though, admit to being “nervous going into it, and probably manic during it, because there was a sense of relief that I was doing it.”
James is asked if he’s proud to have overcome his fears about recording the album.
“Yeah,” he nods. Then, “Well, you know… I did it. I did it. And I’m glad I did.”