This shift, it seems, wasn’t triggered by cataclysm or crisis. It’s a result of the quiet, creeping wisdom brought on by age.
“I’m just more comfortable with it,” he reflects. “Because when I first got in, I was like, ‘I don’t know none of you motherfuckers.’ I would smile and laugh, but I was so nervous, like, ‘I don’t know what the fuck’s going on!’”
Vulnerability, especially for someone raised to view it as weakness, didn’t come easy.
“I was taught that being vulnerable as a man is dangerous when I was a kid,” he shares. “That’s why, on wax, especially in the beginning, I might have been more exaggerated.”
Over time, that act got heavier to carry.
“On I LAY DOWN MY LIFE…, I kind of dropped the guard, like, ‘Let me talk real.’ From henceforth, I’ve kind of changed the way I look at life and what I’m going to say on record. Because the least shocking thing you can do in 2025 is go outside, butt-naked and do a front-flip. It’s like, okay, cool, that’s interesting for three seconds. But a motherfucker telling the truth? Uh-oh!”
He even made a track called I Recovered From This (sample lyric: ‘One hour a week ain’t enough for me, I think I need a friend’), something he admits he never would have done before.
“I’ve always been like, ‘Oh, it’s not cool to talk about your real feelings,’” he confesses. “But now, I see it’s actually the bravest shit to do.”
That’s growth, artistically and personally.
“Maybe I’m not this mature yet,” he adds, “but it actually is really strong to let shit go. You are stronger for doing that. Letting shit sit and fester in you will fuck you up. I just know that because I’m older now. When I was like 21, you couldn’t have told me that shit.”