Holding Absence: “COVID underlines the fragility of everything”
COVID has affected us all in different ways. In the case of Lucas Woodland, the singer with melodic Welsh post-hardcore crew Holding Absence, he has felt its impact on both a professional and on a deeply personal level.
“If I’m completely honest, the whole experience has been really bad,” he says candidly. “For me the fact that live music has stopped has been a really negative experience. Who I am day-to-day and who I am in Holding Absence are different people, or at least different sides of me, and having the Holding Absence side of me stripped away has felt weird and horrible. But you have to do what you have to do to get through this, and we have to wait for life to resume. At my age, that’s just hard to do because you want to be out there grabbing life.”
As well as fronting the band, the 25 year-old works at Fuel, the famed Cardiff rock club – itself forced to adapt to the spread of coronavirus and the lockdown limitations imposed by the Welsh government.
“I’ve worked at Fuel for a while, but when the pandemic hit we obviously couldn’t put any shows or nights on anymore so everything got cancelled. Then, when lockdown hit, we couldn’t serve alcohol anymore, so we ended up working as if it was a café. I spent quite a bit of time serving lemonade and playing Iron Maiden!” he laughs. “But I’m really grateful to the owners for keeping me on and for trying to work things out. They’ve been really great in that respect.”
Lucas’ circumstances worsened when he found himself diagnosed with COVID in early summer. Understandably, he found the experience hugely sobering.
“Obviously, I had to isolate. I was super-safe and I took it really seriously. When I had it, I found myself thinking: ‘The thought of anyone I love having this is actually almost too much to bear’. The fear of slipping away without having finished what I wanted to say or do also felt real. I knew that I wasn’t dying, but COVID just underlines the fragility of everything. In a lot of respects it’s made me realise that I don’t want to look back at my life and have any regrets.”
With his health, his band and his day job threatened by events, Lucas found new ways in which he could keep both himself and other people entertained.
“I ended up setting up a Patreon account and I did livestreams every week, playing to about 30 people or so; me, a guitar, a piano and requests. Lots of requests!” he smiles. “A lot of people said that watching those little performances helped them mentally, and being able to perform for people – even in those very different circumstances – has been a real thing for me that’s helped me through this too. Fans say ‘thank you’ in such kind ways and it’s been a communal way of getting through the year.”
As well as continuing to play to a select few, Lucas worked with his bandmates – from a distance at times – on completing work on their second album, The Greatest Mistake Of My Life, which was recorded prior to lockdown. The album’s bigger, bolder direction is mirrored by its artwork and the band’s visuals.
“Holding Absence has always been a very black and white band in the way we present ourselves aesthetically and with our artwork. We felt that we could be viewed as a band who weren’t restricted by a time period or a type of music, because there’s something quite timeless about that whole black and white approach, but in the end it became quite restricting,” explains Lucas. “This time we wanted to add a regal, rich colour scheme to what we were doing and a sense of being alive.”
The first sign of life from the album emerged in November with the release of the epic first single Beyond Belief – a tune that Lucas describes as “sonically completely different from anything we’ve done before.”
Put simply, Beyond Belief is a big rock tune. So too is its thunderous successor, Afterlife, released last week – the video for which marks the final appearance of founder member/bass player James Joseph, who announced his departure from the band on Saturday via the band’s Facebook page.
His exit is entirely amicable and based on Joseph’s decision to focus on his new band, the more garage-orientated James And The Cold Gun. His replacement for touring purposes is Ben Elliot – a former bandmate of Lucas and guitarist Scott Carey, whose association with them goes back a decade.
Fans will get the chance to check out Elliot’s first major performance with Holding Absence tonight when their set at Blondies, our favourite London dive bar, is streamed as part of our well-loved K! Pit series in association with Nordic Spirit.
In many respects, playing The K! Pit has provided Holding Absence – whose line-up is completed by hard-hitting drummer Ashley Green – with food for thought about what it means to be a band and how different the live experience may be when things return.
“Idealistically speaking, I’d like to think that people will value live shows a whole lot more when things get back to normal. I used to go to about four shows a week and I probably took them for granted,” says Lucas. “I also realise that I have wasted time too. One of the last songs on the album, Mourning Song, is about someone who doesn’t have a choice in life. I feel fortunate that I do, and I have the choice to live on after all this is over. That said, for the first time in my life I was faced with no choice. I had to isolate and stop living my normal life because of COVID. I came out the other side realising that it’s not a case of doing things, it’s a case of doing everything!”
Holding Absence’s K! Pit set will premiere tonight at 6pm (UK), 1pm (EST) and 10am (PST) on our Facebook and YouTube.
The band will also be joining us to hangout and chat during the stream itself. In the meantime, be sure to pre-order their new technicolour album, The Greatest Mistake Of My Life, right here.
We also have a mega-comp for you where you get the chance to win one of 20 exclusive signed Holding Absence posters. But that’s not all! Thanks to Nordic Spirit – the UK’s No 1 Nicotine Pouch* — you get the opportunity to win a hoodie and a rucksack full of swag which contains a beanie hat, a mug, a wireless phone charger and headphones.
Nordic Spirit are also partnering with Download festival. That means that during the course of the next few weeks, one person will get the chance to win a ‘golden ticket’ to attend Download 2021 in June where Holding Absence will also be on the bill. That ‘golden ticket’ will allow you and three friends to enjoy VIP access to the festival – camping included!
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