“She told me…” he pauses, his voice breaking. “She told me my entire history. I knew nothing about my mother or my father. My mother was Irish and came over here in the 1960s. She was still very young and somehow got pregnant. The council decided it would be better for my upbringing to be in the UK, rather than go back with my mother because she wouldn’t be able to look after me, and she had no fixed address.”
Richie has since located his mother in Dublin, although, sadly, she’s in the grip of dementia. While he says there’s little possibility of locating his father, he’s hopeful he may be able to trace his ancestry geographically. He has at least made contact with an uncle in Cork and aunt in America. A measure of peace has been found.
“The moment I found out who my mother was, and when I started reading The Primal Wound [by Nancy Verrier], all of a sudden my entire past made sense,” he says. “I could make sense of all the areas in my life where the pain occurred.”
Nor is Richie the only person who’s been using British Lion as a means of self-discovery. So, too, has Steve Harris.
Back on the tour bus, and not for the first time, Steve Harris is chuckling on the sofa. He is recalling the seesaw of emotion British Lion experienced as they once bounced from an ecstatic, sold-out gig in Essen, Germany to one in Hamburg that was less populated.
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“The promoter thought my name was going to sell it,” he smiles. “I think there were 95 people in there…”
There’s a gleeful glint in his eye as he says this, not only because this was, thankfully, an anomaly, but also because he’s proud of how they handled it.
“We reacted in the most positive manner,” he says. “We went out there bombastically to give ’em it, like, ‘Go and fuckin’ tell everyone they should have been here!’ That was the attitude.”
It’s not unusual for musicians – even those at the start of their career – to grow weary of touring. Some people may conceivably wonder why, after all that he’s achieved, he would want to re-immerse himself in the world of club tours. Those people clearly don’t know Steve Harris.