Jacob is telling K! about all this from the headquarters of Deathwish Inc., the label he’s run for over 25 years now. It, like Converge, is an all-consuming labour of love. An artist by nature – and, as quickly becomes clear when you speak to him, one who treats what he does with what some might call seriousness, but respect might be a better word – the compulsion to express himself creatively is also driven by capturing, rather than perfecting something.
“I can get worked up about recording and getting things exact, but then I remember it’s punk rock. Our songs always develop a little over time as we play them live anyway, they’re never quite ‘finished’. As long as I got it down the way I intended, it's probably going to be fine.”
Currently, he hasn’t gotten enough distance from Love Is Not Enough to have a clear enough view of it to reflect fully. He doesn’t much listen back to his own music anyway. What is interesting him at the minute, though, and again, as an artist, is what other people are making of its themes.
“Everybody interprets it in a way that is specific to their own life. That's by design. The phrase can mean so much. It’s up to all of us to unpack and kind of figure out the meaning, if people even choose to do in the first place.
“And there's no incorrect interpretation. As long as people are trying to better themselves, trying to better the world around them, trying to leave it a better place than the one they came in, that’s good.”
Jacob keeps coming back to this idea, and the notion that one can always do more.
“Often something will happen to make you realise: I could have been more present in thing A, B or C,” he says at one point. “Then you start to ask yourself questions and try to take the lay of the land a little bit and, hopefully, see what changes you want to make in your own life that will bring some sort of positive, where you won't be put in the position to feel how you are in that moment again.
“It takes a lot of self-exploration, a lot of deep diving into yourself to go, ‘How can I do better?’”