Rory meant it when he said there might be something more upbeat to come, as back in September of last year, amongst a batch of six songs he was working on, one such track did meet the brief. Unfortunately, time wasn’t kind to it, and its placement alongside more melancholy material made it stand out for all the wrong reasons, so it was nixed.
“It’s not a bad song,” reflects Rory. “It just leans more into major chords, like anthemic rock, a Thirty Seconds To Mars kind of vibe. To me, it almost sounded like it could have been on Dark Sun. So now we’re trying to give it to a DJ or another band so that it could serve their sound better.”
Casting strong songs aside may seem foolhardy, especially when they’re similar to Dayseeker’s previous, popular material, but it wouldn’t feel right to Rory. Putting something he wasn’t totally in love with on the new record at a critical point in his band’s career would have been a betrayal to himself and the fans – especially if the tunes lack the requisite darkness.
And Rory certainly knows darkness, having lived with its repercussions on behalf of others. His name was chosen in tribute to his father’s younger brother, who was murdered aged 23; despite being hispanic on that side of the family, the decidedly Irish name was originally inspired by Rory Calhoun, a beloved actor from the ’50s and ’60s known for appearing in westerns. Meanwhile, Rory’s mother, who actually was of Irish descent, was addicted to methamphetamines while he was growing up, resulting in unpredictable behaviour even after she got clean, making her emotionally unavailable to Rory and setting him on a path to relationships with similarly emotionally unavailable women during his younger years.
“I was put in a lot of uncomfortable and highly stressful situations,” reveals Rory. “And my therapist thinks that when I was younger and something tough would get thrown at me, and I’d freak out, my brain would take that thing and push it to one side as a survival tactic. [My therapist] also thinks I’ve kept to that pattern as I’ve gotten older.”