Did visiting your hometown of Phoenix to draw inspiration for this album help you get there emotionally, too?
It really helped. It was endless fodder for songwriting. My job was to go down there and feel all the feelings, collect all the memories, and explore the themes that those memories and feelings brought up. From there, certain themes crystalized into a lyrical hook that I could expand upon. It really was a good process for me -- I’ve never done that kind of ‘writing trip.’ I’ve always written from my bedroom or a rehearsal space. To go down there and collect those impressions really helped.
I just had to banish self-doubt at a certain point in the thing -- which is scary because there’s still shit that I don’t like once it’s all said and done. But banishing self-doubt yields so many more moments that I love, and that are really true and will be long-lasting for me.
Of all the songs on the new record, why did you choose to play Quietest Friend on every night of the most recent tour?
It might be my favorite on the record. I think it’s Sean and Erik’s favorite too, maybe. Once we started doing it, the opening band H.C. McEntire, the lights guy, and a lot of people were like, ‘Man, I think that’s my favorite song of the set.’ We were still kinda getting used to it, and I was really psyched to hear that it was working. I just love to play it. It’s so cathartic and helpful to play that song, so I was glad that other people were into it, because it felt so good.
There’s that final coda at the end of the song, where the music really opens up, and you refer to writing the album within the lyrics. Does that moment feel like some sort of breakthrough each time you play it?
Oh, yeah. It’s really fun and ecstatic. When I got the idea to do these records – Phoenix, specifically -- it was kind of a deal that I made with myself. There are plenty of other things that I just did not pull off in my life, and that song, Quietest Friend, is the clearest representation of a fulfilled promise. It’s almost about that, in a way. It’s a triumphant feeling to have honored what I needed to do, I guess, for my internal purposes. It rips, too -- it’s so fun to play.