Bestowed with a knowledge of key tenets, teachings and texts, the frontman channelled what he describes as his “religious trauma” into PRESIDENT’s upcoming EP. Even the record’s title, King Of Terrors, is a biblical term for death.
“I think largely all this stuff in my head was rooted in death anxiety,” he explains. “Everything that I did, every moral that I had, I lived my life by this code. But if none of that was true – I’m not saying it’s not, but if it’s not – then death really started to play on my mind. Like, if there’s nothing, then what’s the point in anything?
“I think that what happens when we die would hugely impact the way we live our lives because if people knew that there was nothing, for sure, we’d live in a very different world. There’s lots of religions and ideas, but I just think people sometimes think of it as a children’s story and, ‘That might happen or that might happen…’ What the fuck are you talking about?! It’s such a hugely important part of our existence and I sometimes I feel like fucking screaming!”
It’s this perceived religious governance and interconnection of church and state that lies at the heart of PRESIDENT’s visual aesthetic, as he believes that a president, ultimately, represents “the link between humanity and religion” and “the idea of power going all the way up the chain”.
Rather than making himself look like any recognisable President of today, however, the unknown man opposite Kerrang! decided to adopt a more universally accepted facsimile of the leader of the free world from a bygone era, telling us that he wanted something to “feel dark but also hopeful” from an eerie world that’s also filled with beauty.
“I didn’t want it to be a horror thing,” he says directly. “This is not an anti-religious project, it’s not an anti-government project, it’s not an anti-politics project. It’s about dealing with inner questions. It’s really interesting watching people on YouTube listening to the songs and almost going through the same stuff I went through when writing them. Writing these songs takes a lot out of me mentally because I’ve never been this forthcoming with how I’m feeling in music, especially about these kind of subjects. So it’s been heartwarming seeing other people’s reactions and their struggles in the same way.”