Josh had already received a lesson in gratitude when YMAS recorded their new album. It was one he needed more than bandmates – guitarists Max Helyer and Chris Miller, bassist Matt Barnes, and drummer Dan Flint – given that, by his own admission, he wasn’t enthusiastic about the prospect of album number seven. “I won’t say it was getting like Groundhog Day, because that gives it a negative connotation,” he says of the role he’s played since he was 15. “But I was starting to wonder if there was something more than this. This is the only thing I’ve known, and I want to know what else I'm capable of doing. Being in a band takes up a lot of your time, headspace and being – in the best way possible – but it felt like a hurdle rather than something that elevated me.”
What got Josh through? Perhaps it was his agreement with producer Dan Austin to approach SUCKAPUNCH as if it were YMAS’s final musical statement. “I knew it had to happen for other people in the band, but there was a detachment between me and making music,” he reveals of his predicament. “Eventually, though, I liked the challenge of how we might leave [the band’s career]. What would our swan song be? It would have to be completely unfiltered; it’s got to be everything.”
So did he mean it? Or was it something he told himself to ensure he and his band, free from distractions and the opportunities for pulled punches they can allow, could unveil every experimental impulse they’d ever had? “In essence, it really got a rise out of me,” admits Josh. “It got a rise out of Dan [Austin] too. And in a poetic way, it bled through to everyone else.”
Despite this rationale, guitarist Max Helyer thinks Josh may have been more serious about calling it a day going into SUCKAPUNCH than he’s letting on. “I felt like this was going to be his last record,” Max says of his best mate later. “And I felt like it could be the last You Me At Six record, seeing the uphill battles we’d dealt with. Things happened in our individual lives.”